Post by Leland Corwin on Jan 1, 2011 18:38:42 GMT -5
Height: 6 ft 0 inches
Weight: 200 lbs
Hair: Dirty Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Skin: Dark / Sun Tanned
Markings: Two Tattoos - One on each forearm. (left) Tribal Bird (right) Tribal Band
Age: 31
DOB: 02/19/1302
Status: Single
Position: Groomsmen & Stable Hand To Lady Eirian Apollius
I hear it all the time... the whispers, the rumors, the imagination of minds hard at work in a life of simplicity and of desperation to crave something missing in their life even if its made up. I see the looks, the stares, the questionable gazes asking Who is he ... where does he come from and why is he here? I've known this life as far back as I can remember... always being the subject of discussion whether I wish to be or not, whether its for only a few moments in the day or longer. It's a life I've grown accustom to, yet still I find on occasion, the odd ways that people amaze me in the smallest ways possible. There's plenty to me... but not much for me to tell -- or should I say that I'm willing to share.
I know what you're thinking... that I enjoy being this mysterious man, that I thrive on the guessing game of life. That may have been true at one time. Now however, the fact of the matter is, you couldn't be more wrong, this much I will share. Even if it is all that I have ever known. Those days have come, gone, and came again. Those days are the reason for my being here. My past has made me who I am today but I have a problem with being the man I have become and all that one needs to know of me is this. I'm not proud of what I once was, that I'm hoping for a new beginning, and that this new beginning will have me be a better man. A man that I can truly be proud to be... to be able to look upon my own reflection, stare into my own eyes and know that all is right in the world -- both my world and that for which I live in. It is this reason I wish for change, change from a long dark lonesome road where I have met many, but left many more behind.
I'm guessing that by now, you're asking why not share more? Why not give us a taste of what really lies beneath that smile, those eyes, the touch of a stranger? My answer is you really don't want to know. My answer is... some day, be it soon or far, all will be revealed to you and then just like all the others, you can pass your judgment upon me. Once you cast your judgment, will you go? Will you stay? Will you yourself become better or worse than you are? If there is anyone that has learned what the meaning of consequences are, let it be known that it is I. Learn from me... learn about me, but do it cautiously. Know that what you seek is not always what you thought it to be. Know that all is not as it appears.